wahaza extra

I’ve being planning to wrote an entry about this song for sometimes but could not relate the lyrics with what is  happening with my life. Yesterday, I’m officially embraced it as my song of the day.

I was kind of going out (ala dating) this person (let call the person as ‘bullshit’) for past 4 week;

This ‘bullshit’ was very charming and did melt my heart a little; So I was expecting good to happen since ‘bullshit’ said – I’m single.

So when single the answer I get – I pursuit it with full of my heart; never over judge anything although the otherwise’s hint is everywhere on the air. 

After my ‘previous one’ pass away of cancer a year ago; it kind of tough to replaced it, but some people said there will be ‘another one’ out there for you; so keep looking. There is no harm to look around, sad would not be the answer to grieved – Even the ‘previous one’ said to look around if the world is no longer for ‘the one’ to have.

So I kind of excited to venture my emotional love to another person… but when thing happen like this, the same question which have been lingering on my ears for a year haunted me again – is there anyone who can replace the ‘previous one’

Last night; ‘bullshit’ at last confessed – I’m not single – I don’t want to tell you I’m single coz people don’t want to be friend with me if I tell the truth.

BULLSHIT!

The issue here is IF ‘bullshit’ did said – I’m not single – I won’t be as xxxxing mad as right now, coz ‘bullshit’ kind of a nice person to be friend with; however the emotional I have already put within it, although it just 4 week with 3 dates, it kind of bangang for me to get played like this.

Maybe I was expecting more than just friend… maybe the ‘next one’ make it worse.

So what should I do now?

‘bullshit’ still wanted to be friend with me; however I kind of feel why wasted my time to a person who already ‘bullshit’ me from the first time – what do I get out of berkawan if I keep seeing ‘bullshit’ again?

Or should I followed what Rihanna said – it’s over and just take a bow?

TAKE A BOW 

Ohh,
How ’bout a round of applause,
Yeah,
Standing ovation,
Ooohh,
Yeah (x5) 

you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apologize
your so ugly when you cry
Please!
just cut it out 

Don’t tell me your sorry
coz’ your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught 

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

Grab your clothes and get gone
you better hurry up
before the sprinklers come on
talking ’bout
girl I love you your the one
this just looks like a re-run
Please!
what else is on?
Ooohh

And don’t tell me your sorry
coz’ your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught 

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

And the award for the best liar gos to you
for makin’ me believe that you could be
faithful to me, lets
hear your speech
Ooohh

How bout a round of applause
Standing ovation

Don’t tell me your sorry
coz’ your not,
Baby, when I know your only sorry you got caught 

But you put on quite a show�really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show, very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow
Ooohhh

But its over now…

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