Any readers who just can’t stand my freaking grammatically broken English… may politely go f’up your freaking a*s off to another blog.

I’m born not in English speaking environment or educated well enough with English language when I was kid – so if your English bastardly good enough – go start teaching those youngster out there… and  stop being self absorb ‘Malaysian’ basher which only knew how to non-stop complaining or nagging about other Malaysian.

Sekian terima kasih!

It’s 1st Syawal again, a day of forgiveness. However, there something is badly not right Eid this year.

Some people forgot to asked for forgiveness and let the hurtfull thing separated them all.

Maaf zahir dan batin…

I’m sad!

Yasmin Ahmad [Kak Min] telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada jam 11.25 mlm, 25 July 2009.

Truthfully, I didn’t know what is my career’s direction when I graduated back in 1999 and one of my friends show me her work on the Suria KLCC marketing booklet (and told me she’s the one who do the Petronas Hari Raya ads on TV) – I said to myself, one day I would be as creative as her and perhaps as bold as her too.

Seeing her work was such inspirational; I never knew her in person but some of my friends who knew her in person always said she’s a nice person to be around with.

Have you watch ‘Stranger Than Fiction’ movie, when Emma Thompson was typing manuscript on how her main character has to die.

That’s how I feel her life was terminated.

It’s like reading a book, its ends without an ending.

She’ll be remembered; Al-Fatihah to Kak Min and condolences to her family.

May her soul rest in peace.

UPDATED [12:59AM - 26 July 2009] – Al-Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad;

This just shocking, nothing much to be said - Film director Yasmin Ahmad in ICU – lets pray for her well being;

PETALING JAYA: Critically-acclaimed movie and TV commercial director Yasmin Ahmad was admitted to hospital after feeling unwell during a presentation she was giving at TV3.

She was taken to the Intensive Care Unit at the Damansara Specialist Hospital, where she is now on life support and in stable condition.

She is believed to have suffered a stroke and was in a coma for a short while before doctors there successfully revived her.

[I was on her blog this afternoon (after not visiting it for ages), hate all this coincidence sign]

Jauh terasa di hati bila engkau tiada di sini, kerna syahdu ucapan mu mengganggu  jika engkau mengungkap kata di sisi…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZAr-flrRRQ

Oh itu hanyalah godaan, memujuk hati ini
Oh itu telah pun ku tahu, diriku telah terpedaya…

www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMTtgelxBg8

[ Seorang gadis berbaju bunga-bunga sebesar telapak tangan dengan terselit bunga raya di telinga, duduk di atas batu sambil mengerakkan bahu ke kanan dan ke kiri ]

I’m currently nesting with a lot of work but I’ll be ‘twitting’ on things that I find interesting on my Twitter page (on the right);

Why shut both front and back door when the person whose knocking on it is already inside, holding the gun close to our head?

Should we let the person be our saviour or just Cesse La Pluie and be the next collateral damage?

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vudne3m4Qw4

A tradition of a blogger to get to know other bloggers life… this one from Kak Putu;

If your under 18, you’re very much welcome to skip this entry for your own good (trust me);

Below are the Tag FAQ;

Q: Name one person who made you laugh last night?
A: Faridah Merican during the BOTTOM TOP play

Q: What were you doing at 0800?
A: Bed naked under my quilt – gentel-ing something

Q: What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
A: Downloading iPhone Pawned tools for Dollah Ah Chai’s iPhone

Q: What happened to you in 2006?
A: Had to closedown my 5 years old businesses bcoz a silly action by a stupid friend, went to soul-searching holiday in Italy, get engage with AKPK and married to a fulltime job.

Q: What was the last thing you said out loud?
A: Aaaaaaaaaarghhhhhh aaaaahhhhhhh!

Q: How many beverages did you have today?
A: 2 cups of white coffee ice at Old Town White Coffee

Q: What color is your hairbrush?
A: Never use hairbrush, the last time I’ve was for my cat

Q: What was the last thing you paid for?
A: Condom at 7 Eleven

Q: Where were you last night?
A: watching BOTTOM TOP play at KL Pac and dinner/supper at Naili’s Taman Dato’ Senu

Q: What color is your front door?
A: Brown Terracota on Mahogany

Q: Where do you keep your change?
A: merata-rata tempat either on the side of mesin basuh or dalam teko or bawah katil

Q: What’s the weather like today?
A: Normal

Q: What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
A: No preferences, anything that can make me smile and satisfied

Q: What excites you?
A: touching my love one’s ears with my fingers, usap kepala dia, looking into dia punyer mata, kissing the lips gently, getting hard and enjoying all that while making love with a nice Jazz music on the background

Q: Do you want to cut your hair?
A: Tomorrow

Q: Are you over the age of 25?
A: Yes

Q: Do you talk a lot?
A: That’s my skills

Q: Do you watch the O.C.?
A: A couple of episodes, too corny; I hate Marissa (Mischa Burton) – so fake and plastic

Q: Do you know anyone named Steven?
A: Yes, with ph instead of v

Q: Do you make up your own words?
A: What’s that mean… lie is it? All the times – I do marketing, lie is the best marketing tools ever

Q: Are you a jealous person?
A: Not jeles, but envy at people all the time

Q: Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
A: Ayda

Q: Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
A: KingKong

Q: Who’s the first person on your received call list?
A: Josh the Dollah Ah Chai

Q: What does the last text message you received say?
A: Do u mind to pick me up tmrw? From Hamdi Najman

Q: Do you chew on your straw?
A: All the time, I thought I’m the only person who chew my straw – but someone last night did chew his straw; and he looks so cute doing it!

Q: Do you have curly hair?
A: Down under the valley of darkness but not above the head

Q: Where’s the next place you’re going to?
A: Not sure yet;

Q: Who’s the rudest person in your life?
A: Myself

Q: What was the last thing you ate?
A: OldTown Nasi Rendang Chicken

Q: Will you get married in the future?
A: Haven’t you read the entry Cik Abang Kahwin Jangan Tak Kahwin…

Q: What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
A: Kinky Boots

Q: Is there anyone you like right now?
A: Plenty, but they all either taken or seeing someone special

Q: When was the last time you did the dishes?
A: 3 days ago, a not so nice fried rice

Q: Are you currently depressed?
A: depress? Yes with this entire silly question

Q: Did you cry today?
A: I’ve not cry for a few years, so go figure…

Q: Why did you answer and post this?
A: Bcoz I love Kak Putu!

Have you ever feed the wild pigeons and after they have their stomach full, they shit on you face! That how I regret myself feeding this stupid PIGEON!

BS. Its a total BS!

Kalau ujud sumpah semerah padi; kutiup kamu tujuh keturunan!

Period. I’m PISS OFF.

Had no word to say anymore…

You’re looking for this entry hanya kau yang mampu, buat ku rasa ingin mati?

In the next few week I’ll be sharing with you guys, some of the web & material I’ve done previously for all my business buddies. It’s not intend to commercialize my achievements, but pressing up the lift button is one heck of motivation.

The good thing is, I’ll try my best not suck up to myself how good I was.  With intention, I want to share how I’ve evolved while I’m doing it. Some are really bad, some are meant to be cherish forever.

To all young designer out there, challenge yourself till your patience run dry and outdo your imagination till you overcook your brain left n right.

It’s worth the effort. Live is to short. If you don’t xxxxing do it now.

I’ve to say, doing this thing is not easy as A B C, but I’m liking it. For now.