Oct 25 2010

a long warm stare

I must be crazy by trying settled down with you and realise I find nothing new out of you.

It’s used to matter but now I don’t really care anymore cause I got nothin’ to lose out of you and if I stare too long, I might not see you right?

Over time, my heart goes out of sight and if I stare too long, I might not see you right. I should close the door, where your heart is out of sight. You’ve got your time but I got no reason to look back and if you stare too long, I think you might go blind. › Continue reading


Oct 21 2010

an empty chair

There’s certain night, when you were in a full house with a lot of people around you but somehow you were left sitting next to an empty chair.

It’s sadly wonderful.

Coz a chair is still a chair even when there’s no one sitting there. But a chair is not a house and a house is not a home when there’s no one there to hold you tight, and no one there you can kiss good night.

And there’s a time, when you’ll be in a room full of heart around you but somehow your heart still aching full of emptiness.

It’s hardly beautiful.

Coz a room is still a room even when there’s nothing there but gloom. But a room is not a house, and a house is not a home when there two people are far apart and one of us has a broken heart.

At last, there’s you alone with an empty glance on an empty chair with an empty heart.

It’s tragically devastating. › Continue reading


Oct 10 2010

is facebook for lonely people?

A few weeks back during a small talk amongst friend, someone pop a bold statement – Facebook is good especially when we’re lonely – and its struck me till today.

Thus it’s true what he said, is Facebook just for lonely people?

I remember when communication between two people who apart between each other was totally depending on a stamp and envelope – the feeling of ‘I miss you’ feel so much more meaningful. People write to each other to share their loneliness in words that mesmerize your heart, and the excitement to see each other grows every time you heard the sound of postman’s bike.

Then, the world change – come Facebook!

When loneliness is just a submit button away, looking for a new friend was pushed to you on your Newsfeed wall, dedicated a song just a link to share and the word ‘I miss you’ was like a techno jargon that in minutes – thousand of people around the world posted ‘I miss you’ on Facebook!

What has happened to ‘I miss you’? › Continue reading


Oct 3 2010

somehow – it wasn’t me!

I was flipping thru magazine during my flight from London over the weekend and I saw these few ads by famous brands like LV, Prada, Hermes, Salvatone Ferragamo and many others.

Then I look at myself?

Hmmm… somehow – it wasn’t me!

I was never a fan of the big label - I guess maybe I never knew how to wear these branded items. Some people said only some people can look good wearing those items and probably I could try wear one and look good.

Most of the time, I just wear which ever look nice on the rack and wear it either it’s cap ayam or cap buaya hijau – I really don’t care. If it’s fit me well and it’s nice to look at, I’m buying it. But would people judge you on what brand you’re wearing?

Perhaps yes, if you’re flying on 1st class – but do a person need to dress so brand-friendly so then, people would see them high above the sky with full of admiration.

Somehow – it wasn’t me! › Continue reading


Sep 26 2010

a dam of love

How do you weather love?

Love is so fluid and unpredictable sometimes when it’s dry you can feel the drought forecast over you and when it’s all over you, the pressure is so overwhelming, it’s become a thunderstorm of love.

It’s always a struggle every time we like someone.

We constantly forecast the love depending on the one we like and we always forget if our heart is ready to weather the storm of instant feeling of love.

To understand the path of love and where it’s going to hit us is crucial when it’s started to look like a hurricane with surge of feeling moving towards you.

Coz love is not about how he/she loves you but how you accepting the love he/she loves you. If it’s just like a calm wind blowing all over the night sky, take it as it is and if it’s a F5 tornado wait to hit your heart – get ready.

It’s a rain of love and always be afraid not to drown your loved one when your dam of love – break!

Coz when it’s flooding – nobody can save you except yourself. › Continue reading


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